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If I had this dress, I would rarely wear anything else.
Olivia saw this and cried out WANT in my brain…
(Source: champagne-by-starlight, via fuckyeahcorsets)
feeling really bad right now
so much pent up emotion, i feel like im going to burst. I’ve taken it out o n my cats (which i usually NEVER do), which makes me feel even worse. Im fighting the tears till i can cry in the privacy of my own room. all i really want to do is some form or self harm. I will admit, the thought of ending my life has crossed my mind a few times today….but i wonder if a few new scars would be enough to relieve this tension within myself, even just enough to make it through another day. I realise this would be better left for my journal…but i left that at my friends place (though these days, idek if i have anyone i can really call a friend)
And please don’t think im promoting SI/SH…..im really not trying to. i wouldnt wish this addiction/release on my worst enemy. I just need to vent
